So other day in the library i was talking with this girl i know. We just happen to stumble onto the top of this guy who I find cute and i’ve crushed on him for a while now. As a girl i respect her judgement because i agree with it. She stated that before she used to like him as well but she stopped because he’s just a flirtious person. I mean I do notice it a lot. Like today, this morning before homeroom I was walking into school blasting my Ipod so that I wouldnt have to deal with people asking me random questions at like 7 am. He walks up behind me puts his arms through my arms and walks with me down the hallway. It was cute and funny but after we got situated and relaxed, he kinda walked off to this other girl and started like flirting with her. I was kinda crushed but I didn’t show it because my two best friends already make fun of me about it and i didnt need their crap this morning. Now I have 3rd period with him and usually I would like slightly glance at him cause he moved his sit right next to me but today I was really angry at this other kid in my math class to pay him any attention. However, he slightly looked at me back and forth but didnt think I noticed so i move my desk right next to his and started talking to him. We talked and he leaned his head on me and i laughed at the dumb things he said. Out of no where this slut bitch comes out of no where and starts saying all this shit about how cute we are and how secretive we were being… I told her to back off cause we were just talking thats all. I kinda backed off from him. The day went on and 4th period rolled around. I went to the school library like I usual do and what do you know, he was there. He was working on some project so i didnt bother him but when the bell rung for second lunch, he walked over to me and asked if i was going cause he wanted to walk me but i said no i would go to third lunch because i wanted to finish my art work. So he left, i watched as he walked off :P. Third lunch came and i was eating, what do you know? He walks up behinds me, squeezes the fat on my back and says hello in a high pitched voice. We sat at my lunch table with my friends laughing and talking till he had to leave to go to a program called Eastern Tech. He hugged me and said good bye and told me to text him tonight so we could talk. When i sat back down, one of my best friends just gave me a look like ” Damn he’s straight don’t even try” but whatever. I know nothing would never happen, its just cute. Ugh! Why must all the awesome guys be straight? Anyway Thanks for taking the time to read this fellow tumblrians <3 OH BTW HOW MANY OF YOU ARE DOING THE DAY OF SILENCE TOMORROW?
Today was just a fucked up day all around. This morning I felt like crap and just sick. All throughout the day disappoint rained down upon me. THE WORST! However was getting back a history quiz and seeing nothing but red lines through all my answers… I literally studied for that quiz 2 days in advance for like 2 hours each day just going over my notes… yet I got 19 out of 33… its a fucking 57% A DAMN F! Wtf. I was already failing the class now I know for a fact I have an F in that Class. To top everything off, I was doing a favor for my mom by having my friend Ryan try and get me to the pharmacy before it closed. We didn’t make it. So when we got to my house I was nice and gave him a $20 for gas cause I knew he was running low and he wasn’t getting paid for another 3 days. I go into my mom room and let her know we wouldn’t make it on time, she asked for the 20 and I told her I gave it to Ryan for like rushing to come get me and junk. She flipped out at me for being nice and giving him a 20, that wasn’t even hers… I told her I can spend my money my own fucking way if I earned it on my own. Apparently, I’m to stupid to get money on my own…soooo that 20 was apparently hers…HA! BULLSHIT! I know how to do fucking odd jobs. But ya know, fuck it. Like I really don’t care anymore. I’m gonna fail junior year because I can not retain history or Chemistry and i’m completely fine with this now, whats the point of trying when every time you try you fail? It doesn’t matter. But thanks for listening my followers and fellow teenagers :)