I just want to thank my followers who have been with me through all the chaos of my life :D I love you guys and gals <3 For those who have no clue what i’m talking about, read my last few post. Anyway, Thanks and i love you guys till no end <333
So im techinally a bastard child now. I disowned my father years ago, and now my mom wishes i wasnt alive. It’s like god wants me to fucking kill myself. In the words of bruce almighty, “God is like a little kid on an ant hill and i’m the ant” I really dont get why my life is going downhill so badly, what could I have possibly down to cause karama to kick me in the damn face? I try my hardest to be a nice person, shit i rather see others happy before myself, like seriously, I gave up multiple relationship chances so that others can be happy. I took in a friend who had no where else to go and made sure he was clothed and feed for nearly 3 months. Why in the hell am i now having to live at my grandmothers house with two pairs of pants and two shirts. I just really don’t understand it. Yeah i’ve been having a bad spring break but come on, how would you feel if the last thing that made you happy was ripped away from you? Yeah so i didnt have an actual chance with him but thats not the point. But now i feel as though i have no “real” reason to continue on. When I say i really have nothing, I have nothing. Yeah it sucks but there is someone out there who has bigger and worst problems but at the moment these are my problems and they suck. So in closing, FML and hopefully i wont kill myself in the middle of the night. I really shouldnt, like my friend ryan says ” friends dont leave friends with dead bodies” Well tumblr, i dont know when i will come back. Incase i dont, i will be hanging out with jesus :D if not, looking for a place to lay my head.